A Chorus to a Silent Song
Notwithstanding, not with ending, not without falling
I seek for you, search for you, and can't find my eyes
You will speak for me, ask for me, scream my name
Hoping to find me, but today won't be the same
It will all come to us when the coming time is here
Just don't stray far my friend and I will still be here

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Graciously Seeking After Her
What beauty have shined into my eye
Her essence follows me drifting inside
Casting upon me a trance so delightful
I catch myself in an unknown world
Yet this bewilderment so familiar
Breathless as I, seeking after her.

Dreaming of this life twice nights
The second more powerful than the first
Calling out to me in my mind
Her delicate hands reach out for mine
Entangled in the tranquility of peace
Our eternity is entwined within our hearts.

Cautious yet perfect our footsteps
Traipse forward into this light
It beats at our necks in its warmth
Knowing this feeling will not be restrained
But graciously exerted in our pleasures
underneath these ravishing flames.

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Once Upon a Life
Once upon a sweet November eve,
I relaxed beside the dancing firelight
and engaged in a book of life's words
as I sipped on a warm mug of reality.
My cravings became intense hunger
as my growing appetite was teased
with all the flavors of this world
that leapt from each crinkled page.
Wishing to discover the mystery
and become acquainted with myself
I unlocked my heart and soul
to welcome the treasures that awaited me.
I drew the container to my parched lips
and devoured the story to the last drop
as I was greeted with the sweet presence
of a princess with long crimson locks.
Kissing me with life and love upon my cheeks
I discovered that this great story's end
was merely a beginning for another
and entails the wonders of my life.

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Traveling Into Her Night
Precious are her tides that creep upon my ankles
Rinsing the anger and sorrow from my soul
Soothing are the whispers that trickle from her waves
Rushing and raining into the depths of my bones.

Sheltering me from yesterday's torturous storm
Her night steals me away from what I could not escape
And brings me here to this slice of fantasia
Served upon a silver platter with a taste of moonlight.

Basking in the hum of her sea's peaceful song
I soak up the tiny miracles that wash up to her shoreline
And I lower my arms slowly to my sides
No longer clutching the fear of my own heart.

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All So Long Ago, But Still Fresh in Memory
Today I awoke with your hand on my side
and your touch was like a hot shower
after a night in cold rain.
I stalled for a moment or two
while you tried to wake me,
not wanting your soft hands to leave me.
After a few minutes you leaned down to me,
kissing me twice on my forehead.
It felt so relaxing and wonderful
as I yearned for your lips to meet mine
but knowing they would not.
I will take those kisses upon my head
everywhere I shall go from this day forward
in hopes that your sweet lips
will touch mine again sometime soon.

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I Think There's Solid Gold in My Heart...
To touch may be far from hand,
but to feel is never more
than a memory away...

and when I think back
on all the memories
that my heart holds dear...

I still feel so much
because in my eyes
you are still my angel...

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I Wake Up to Find You Gone
A few moments of my life without you
seem to bleed into an eternity of grief
and all the things I once kept inside
are just memories of a life we once had.
The hours turned to days, now to months
and will soon fade into an era of time
where all was good and hearts were content
and still so many things are left undone.
I still look for you, day, night, and in my sleep
but as I search for a glimpse of your eyes
I find myself on another failed journey
as everywhere I turn, you are not there.

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My Concern For Something Lost
So what was more important
than what you promised to me?
Was your word not so honest
or just not what I thought it worth?
Did she grab and pull you away
like some sort of super magnet?
Or did you just get tired and sick
of someone who'd give you the sun?
Was it all wrong to have been so right
when the answer was clear to me?
Did the hands of time tell you to go
or to seek out some place new?
Said your heart would never leave
so am I in it or am I far from mind?
Just tell me how it all goes to waste,
how does it all just go away?
Why did you go away and even better,
where are you now, or do you even know?

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The Truth in a Memory
In this life I may seem far gone
But in truth I'm just right here.
These days I may seem wicked
But my intentions are indeed good.
I may seem cruel and heartless
But my feelings are just hard to show.
Maybe I seem withdrawn and frigid
But I just know distance can heal.
I may not call out each night
Repeating the sound of your name.
I may not shout and run wild
Searching the world for you.
I may not begin to complain
About changing with forces of time.
I may not know the purpose we hold
For turning to an unread new page,
But guess what...
I Do Remember
And you know what...
I always will.

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Watching Red
Last night I watched while you lay sleeping
As hints of light shone through the window-
The light that only presented me with shadows
Of the images my eyes thirsted to see.

With each soft breath your body shifted
Yet you remained untouched and peaceful.
Your lips were drawn into a faint smile
that painted happiness and love in my heart.

I felt the warm radiance of your skin
As I traced the outline of your face
With my shaky and stumbling fingertips-
Discovering your beauty in the dark.

Gently resting my cheek on your chest
I hear your heart whispering in rhythm
As though you were calling out to me
To join you in your sweet dreams.

To Be and To Be
To see your face is to see an angel
And to feel God's will upon my cheek.
To breathe your air is to breathe Heaven
And to feel life kiss my tender lips.
To be your Friend is to be a King
And to feel the power of truth inside.
To have your heart is to have it all
And to feel the promise of love.
To be your future is to be perfect
And to be able to love myself.
To have all this would be a miracle
And a great reward from the skies.
But what I have with you is very little,
Though I love you still...always.

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Sometimes Mistaken
Reality brings to us a cup we once saw full,
Where eventually promises are empty and void,
Despite what we thought we poured inside...

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Afterwards
A single moment
A passing glance
Wishing for even
The smallest chance

A hopeful dream
An answered prayer
Wishing to come in
And see you there.

A heart of gold
A fortress of stone
Without you here
My world is alone.

A darkened soul
A missing link
I cry for your touch
Every time I think.

An outstretched hand
A waiting expression
Your friendship
My only obsession.

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Soul Mates
In Memory of Nicholas
When you gaze into the eyes of another
and catch a glimpse of vast billowy fields,
You'll see goldenrods and crimson roses
that sway before the autumn breeze yields.

If you seep into the depths of their mind
and discover yourself in a world of peace,
Your hearts will link together with love
and share a future of hope and ease.

When you can partake in a blissful journey
through each other's prayers and dreams,
your fears and worries shall be cast aside
in a peaceful eternity of endless seams.

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The Gates of Heaven
His Majesty sits upon His golden throne in His treasured land and precious home as He watches His children laugh and play and make the most of their carefree day.

His Majesty opens His secret scroll as He fulfills His loving, fatherly role and He feels a bright smile inside as He calls a Blessed anel to His side.

"Go now," He says, "unto their fair land to lead that sweet child by the hand away from wherever he may roam, for the time has come to journey home."

The Gates of Heaven were open wide and the child took a step inside where fears are replaced with dreams and tears with calm, golden streams.

God's children are You and I as well as those who said goodbye and in time we shall hold their hand forever in Our Promised Land.